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outstandingbalance) wrote2013-09-28 11:49 pm
outstandingbalance) wrote2013-09-28 11:49 pm
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Memory 06
Significant Neutral: Drakov's daughter: murder montage 3. (A informed/headcanon)
Short Description: This isn't a single memory, but rather a collection of related memories. As one might gather from the name, the relationship between these memories is murder—more specifically, times Natasha killed people as part of a job. She has more than one of these memories, but this one is the one where the murders are the most business as usual. There's no particular emotion attached to them. There's no intellectual examination. It's a job. She's good at it. She gets things done. People die. The deaths might be casualties in pursuit of another goal, like information, or they might be their own ends in the case of assassinations.
What She Gains:
+Fridge horror at her past actions? Nat is still fairly squishy in Aather at the moment. Professional, but squishy.
+Also some more confidence that if it comes down to it, she can kill people. Lots of people. Innocent people, guilty people, people she knows, complete strangers.
+Guilt. But not regret. I've talked about this before, but I think Nat tends to deconstruct her own emotions too much for regret.
Form Of: A candle, 7 uses.
Short Description: This isn't a single memory, but rather a collection of related memories. As one might gather from the name, the relationship between these memories is murder—more specifically, times Natasha killed people as part of a job. She has more than one of these memories, but this one is the one where the murders are the most business as usual. There's no particular emotion attached to them. There's no intellectual examination. It's a job. She's good at it. She gets things done. People die. The deaths might be casualties in pursuit of another goal, like information, or they might be their own ends in the case of assassinations.
What She Gains:
+Fridge horror at her past actions? Nat is still fairly squishy in Aather at the moment. Professional, but squishy.
+Also some more confidence that if it comes down to it, she can kill people. Lots of people. Innocent people, guilty people, people she knows, complete strangers.
+Guilt. But not regret. I've talked about this before, but I think Nat tends to deconstruct her own emotions too much for regret.
Form Of: A candle, 7 uses.